I had a dream. I had a dream of settling down with the man of my life having a career in music by the time I was 29 years of age. I dreamt of earning enough to live happily with him enjoying the little pleasures of life. I dreamt of learning something new; like a language – Vinokur is an expert in Spanish; a new art like photography – Vinokur is a professional photographer; the history of art – Vinokur is also an expert on this.
As is widely known, that dream has crashed. I’m going to turn 29 in a week’s time. And my life couldn’t have been more worrying. I guess it’s easy to push you down when you are already dead.
Vinokur is showing signs and symptoms of Parkinsonism. He is loosing his expressiveness on his face. He is have akathesia and tremors. His posture and gait are also suggesting the onset. It’s probably drug induced as he’s on antipsychotic medications which induced such a syndrome. His psychopharmacologist is aware of it and trying to workout a away to at least minimize the damages.
That leaves me with my pipe-dream flushed down the toilet.
(PS: Just to make sure that no one misunderstands me. I love Vinokur!)