A resuscitated machine kept me up late last night. After multiple start-stops, with the fans doing their best to expel the heat of an aging processor, I got it booted up, only to realize that I have learned multiple times that Windows will fail you, no matter how much you want to love it.
I slept to three men talk about One Hundred Years of Solitude, which I’m getting more into, despite me already being gripped by Gabe’s writing style and the story in general. Waking up later than I would have liked, I was surprised that I felt better than I expected to, and over the course of a morning routine, over a cup of hot coffee, Ursula gave me company via The Left Hand of Darkness.
It’s almost the end of a hot April, and I have finished most of my monthly read-along reads. Leaving oneself in the company of these two greats on either side of a night’s sleep is not such a bad idea.
In the stifling, still heat of Mumbai, cosmetically favorable dressings offered ill company, especially while bicycling on sweltering tarmac just past nine. Yet, when I unfurled my peripherals at my work desk, I felt unexpectedly in control, and in an hour or so, while sipping another hot coffee, I had written a decent song called Dreamer.
The late morning saw a heated conversation with my supervisor about work-related affairs in the still, less-stifling heat of a non-air conditioned meeting room, which is quite embarrassing even in the stifling corporate environment laden with the air of cost-cutting and lay-offs. This was followed by a peaceful lunch, interrupted only by a conversation on creativity and learning.
A meeting followed, to no one’s surprise, in the radiating heat of a Mumbai sun, proud at being let in by fools not stringing three thoughts together, evidenced by them not choosing to lower the blinds until after an hour of the incongruent cacophony. Three other meetings followed, examining the ashes of the previous one, all of them baring different manifestations of insecurities and vulnerabilities.
It was soon followed by a genuine respite from the heat. Cool beer and savories over a story of a man chasing a dream, destined for success, almost in a disconcertingly self-assured way, while taking risks that mere mortals like me tamely skirt around.
Back in the office, waiting for my friend to wrap up another heated meeting, but this time it is about a software pipeline. Not to want to waste the time waiting for one end and another beginning, I try to learn the ropes of a skillset that I believe I, and indeed most who will live through the next two decades or so, will need more and more.
My heating Windows laptop, reinforcing my reinforced learnings from the previous night, prevents me from smoothly viewing myself talking about a hot topic, which adds to the existing cringe of self-review. I wrap up myself when the other wrap-up occurs near simultaneously, no coincidence intended, but there is yet another delay, which is terminated by me putting away the guitar on which I had written the song eight hours ago.
In the confines of an elevator that had one too many descenders, I was trying to get my friend to open up about his troubles. Of course, we don’t get anywhere because where is enough time? So we part ways.
As I cruised around the block around the office, I found myself back in the still, hot air around nine, but this time it is when the sun can’t belt on me. At the intersection, I realize that I had forgotten Gabe and Ursula in a drawer, and I circle back around the block.
Picking up the greats, I start by, and the heat’s gotten me good. By the time I reach home, the apartment screams of being suffocated, and there is finally a rectangle of plastic, glass, and semiconductors, which when pressed, turns on my air-conditioner.
Heat’s over. For the day. On to the next.